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[14 Nov 2005|07:47pm] [ music | You Give Love A Bad Name - Bon Jovi ] Okay, so yesterday was my "last day" at Quiznos. I'm just taking a leave of absense, so I can get school situated and all set grades wise, because I'm going to be a senior next year, which means applying to colleges and junk. Part of me is amazingly excited about this HUGE step in life, but part of me just wants to stay here in Epping and stay sixteen. I want to take advantage of being young and have great experiences and live my life to the fullest, and I seem to have trouble in doing so. I really want to start hanging out with my friends alot more, but considering that they too have jobs, that doesn't seem possible. Oh well This past four day "weekend" I went to the mall with Casey. It was pretty cool, and I spent over 150 dollars :X. I got some new shoes and makeup and lots of other junk. It was really fun. I'm starting to get happy again, which is good. I'm starting to realize that I do have friends, and that I am intelligent, and that I CAN have self confidence. It's nice, and it means the world to me :P So, it's November FOURTEENTH. That means that next month is Christmas, snow, and FUN. Snow makes me happy, and the entire winter season makes me happy. -Baker i've got another confession to make...                                  i'm your fool post comment

[13 Nov 2005|12:33pm] I haven't updated in a while. I'm not going to lie and say I've been busy, because I haven't. I try and keep myself occupied, but most of the time that doesn't happen. Lets see, what's new.. Well, I'm getting good grades. I have become alot more serious about my future lately, and I think that's good...I want to go to Johnson & Wales University, in Rhode Island. So many people are saying "Why not Florida? Why not Colorado? Why not South Carolina? Why not Virginia? Why not NORTH Carolina?" Because, believe it or not, I love this hick town area!!! haha. Providence is only really about two and a half hours away from the EPG, and I think that's all the distance I'll be needing then..haha, it's going to be so hard and weird when college comes!! Theres an open house @ the Providence campus on December 3rd, and I really want to go, but I'm not sure if that's going to happen. Anyways, I've been too busy talking about the campus, I havent told you guys what it's for!! Johnson & Wales is one of the most recognized colleges for their culinary program, and they have an EXCELLENT program. It's 30,000 a year, but I'm working on getting some scholarships so hopefully I'll get a little money that way :P. Anyways, my DREAM in life is to have my own restaurant/bakery. I haven't decided, but I'm pretty sure I wanna have my own restaurant. It's something I'm willing to put my heart & soul into, and I can't wait to see what the future holds for me. I know it'll be something interesting.. Anyways, so I'm a Junior now. I think so far this has been my best year of high school. I have changed so much since even last June, it's amazing. I personally think I have changed for the better, and I don't care what anyone else has to say about that :). I don't care much for other people's opinions, and I've learned to stand up for myself and fight a fair fight. I'm not involved with any drama, which was like my goal in high school. Anyways, I'm a bit tired, loves. I'll put more in here tomorrow [which is my last day at Quiznos! by decision, trust me. i'll tell tomorrow!] ♥ i miss you post comment

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